I am sorry that I am lacking on my updates. I worked Saturday night until midnight. Sunday, I spent all day with family. Monday I worked 4-12. And tonight I worked 4-8. Tomorrow I am working another 16 hour day. It's money. In other news, I feel sad a lot and lost. I sat wrapping Christmas presents Saturday for my co-workers and friends. Monday, I get told, that I did wrong with gifts. I felt sick because I try to be nice and it bit me in the ass. Then I felt sad also because of what my father is going thru. I also kept thinking about how creepy people see me and if I will be alone forever. I guess...this is a tough time. Night all. Talk Thursday.