Broken Glass Park
Getting Sense Knocked Into Me... Literally!
This is a strange story to share about my husband, but it says a lot about our relationship - The ups, the downs and the overall truth of how it was.
I did a massive cleaning of my room recently and found something I wrote from October 11th, Wednesday, 2017. I'd love to make this a separate entry some day and have it show up as the first entry in here.
Well, here is that writing, that story that so encapsulates our love:
I don't know what's going to happen, but something strange happened Tuesday night that shifted things a lot... Maybe "knocked" some sense into me. Lol.
MT accidentally whacked me in the head with his guitar. It was kind of bad. I bled. I have a headache all the time. I just quit ibuprofen, but I'll be on it a short while for this!
It's really not that bad... it shocked the hell out of me when it happened. Didn't really hurt, though. I cried a lot, but it just... freaked me out. I didn't even have to go to the hospital. I didn't have to take ibuprofen at work the next day. But... MT felt so bad. He was crying. I don't mean to take for granted his love for me. I know he loves me. But, seeing how bad he felt, I realized how much he loves me. He apologized for ignoring and disregarding me. He says he's been "go, go, go" trying to get a job and whatnot. I said, "I know." But... he said he forgot me in the process. ☺☺☺
I don't want to lose him and I don't want to leave him. I just needed him to acknowledge those things. And I see that he's really, really trying and doing his best. And I see that he really, really loves me. ☺