Nala Toph

Written Thoughts
2019-12-14 21:02:41 (UTC)

Fucking Cruz!

Fucking... god... damn... cruz....
So many problems with this boy, yet I’m the fool. I’m a fool for thinking I can still change him, and fix him, and help him.... but no.. he doesn’t even want to change. He just continues his petty acts. “I want this, i want that” it’s always about him and what he wants. I sometimes wonder if he even realizes the state his family is in right now. His mom literally found people at a church (who coincidentally happens to be my Uncle, weird right?). So they are living with my uncle, his mom is single because the father coward out, and she is raising 3 children. And he has the nerve to ask for more things from her every, single, day... his mom is an angel, but she gets so stern with cruz because he actually forces her to. I’m surprised she hasn’t slapped his lights out yet.
Last night he also did something that really bothered me...
He was losing grip on the baby, a fucking god damn innocent baby. What does his immature ass do? Set him down? Nope. Adjust his grip? Nope. Cruz just lifted him above his head and started shaking him. No it was not violently but i saw his grip, he was slipping. I raised my voice at cruz to put him down and he just continues to wave it over his head. Again he Was Not violently shaking, but you still shouldn’t do that, especially over your own head, AND ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU’RE LOOSING YOUR FUCKING GRIP.
This baby survived at the sheer fact that he got bored and gave him to his little sister, Patty.
I seriously wanted to sock him in the nose, and I genuinely feel sorry for his mother...
But if there’s one thing that is amazing about mothers, is the fact that they can still love someone like him.


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