December 7, 2019 11:33 PM
woke up. filmed a dance group (could've gone better). talked to my sister (i felt guilty, I talk so much bullshit when I'm nervous). went to work (if was nice. But diego called me adorable and i felt guilty about how nice that made me feel, considering I do not see him as anything beyond a friend). talked to a nice and cute boy (he's from my russian class). masturbated while listening to music with my multicolored lil lights on in my room (came really hard). no one is home. i feel content.