So...a lot of scary things are happening in my life right now. I'm trying to spend as much time with my father before God takes him. They are discussing hospice coming in to try to give him 8 hours of daily care along with a hospital bed. Now...I know next week is Thanksgiving and next month is Christmas. I am hopeful that my father makes it into 2020. I am also hopeful that this Thanksgiving that you remember the things you are thankful for. Secondly, my girl is encouraging me to do dating sites: "to be happy". But the problem is...dating sites scare the shit out of me. They are either fake or I get bypassed for other guys. I have never had much success with dating sites. I am used to being setup by my friends and eventually being let down. *Sigh*….night all.