Downsizinghurts

Downsizinghurts
2019-11-18 00:28:32 (UTC)

Rock bottom

M still won’t eat and has barely drank any water today... she has been getting progressively lethargic and uncomfortable all weekend. The decision to euthanize her tomorrow is one of the hardest things I’ve ever done my entire life... Doesn’t it seem like life has a way of doing that? Multiple times in my life I’ve thought “this is the hardest thing” only to keep being proven wrong.. oh yes.. here’s something worse, something harder.. something to make you get down on your knees.. Rock bottom?.. no... that’s when you discover there’s a rock bottom “basement”.. oh shit.. subfloors.. I’m trying to be brave because I owe M this much at least for everything she given me. Unconditional love. My husband is struggling as well and I know he’s also upset because I’m not going to handle any of this well.. I’m trying so hard not to lose my shit.. just breath..




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