Max

Shit i guess
2019-11-17 09:18:26 (UTC)

Sunday

Hi, I'm Max. I want to start writing again. About me. About myself and what's been happening. Mostly to procrastinate on hanging up clothes, doing the dishes and also my science presentation on dwarfism that's due tommorow. But also because there are things that I wouldn't remember. Things that I only recall because I wrote them down. Unluckily I wrote them in volatile places, which caused the loss of about a years worth of memorties in total, also the cause of my break in keeping a diary. My mom just came in my room and yelled at me so now I feel like shit. I took a little break from writing this to finish my presentation. So my mum won't be too mad, But today I went to work.

I work at the Saturday market in place 1 and the sunday market just off street 5. The stall that I work at recently got a new truck. They were talking about it before, but from what I was hearing I thought they couldn't afford it. That was a bit of a suprise. I also feel like I'm getting much better at remembering the prices, which is nice.

After work I went to my friend boy's house and we hung out and I helped him cook dinner. It was some sort of mexican dish form my food bag. It was really nice. After that we went into his room and played those shitty girls go games cooking games. It was fun. And also he touched my tits.

Then his mom dropped me home and I had a lovely shower and asked him to be my boyfriend. Me and my friend Simba sent very 'giggly' snapchats to each other disscussing this.

Imagine giggly being a single smug expression and put it in a snap.

Simba is dating Boy's best friend and we are totally going to have a 4some at a sleepover.

I've read some entries on this site and man, shit fucking slaps dude. Not necessarily all the mentions of abuse and suicide and heavy depression, but I find it so amazing that people take time out of their days to write stuff, raw and emotional, or just a simple update for themselves to look back on or even just poetry for others 2 see. It's great. And also terrrible and heartbreakingly sad.

Because for most of these people, this blank black box is all they have.




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