I appreciate feedback and I do read it, whenever I get it. I got two questions from someone, so I'll answer them.
1) Heaven vs. Hell for me----my past of liking younger girls and ruining a marriage, have been my downfalls in life. That's why I feel that because of those two problems---there is no Heaven for me.
2) Yes my girl is married. I knew her briefly before she was engaged, she got engaged to her husband, we continued to fool around. I fell in love more and more every day with her. She got married, we stopped talking for months. I finally saw her at the gym and asked for her snap chat and began chatting with her again. She and I then fell in love again and that's why...she is my girl, even though she is married.