A lot has been on my mind today. I understand my girl sees me as someone who will probably never find true love because I still live at home. The fact is, I really don't care anymore. If a girl cannot understand how important my mom and dad are to me at 33, they don't deserve me. I would rather have my family because family is forever. I understand that I might be a 33 year old, nice guy, unattractive, hard-working, family oriented. But that doesn't make me a bad person. I will someday find someone who appreciates everything I do and loves me for me. I do love my girl, but I am not sacrificing family. I know I might be stupid and weird, but I'd rather keep my family. Anyway...time for bed...night all.