Life is a scary place. I sometimes hate having emotions. The fear of losing my father. The sadness of losing my girl. The worry of being alone in my life. The joy of helping others. The loneliness I feel at night. So many mixed emotions. Right now...I dunno where God is taking me. I guess...maybe into adulthood and forcing me to grow up? I really cannot explain it. But anyway....time to go to bed...I miss being with my girl.