Do Not Disturb

2019-11-04 01:43:46 (UTC)

Not feeling it today

Everything went well until I came to work. It's like every time I say something it just gets worse and worse and people wonder why I stay to myself. I'm so glad I'm off tomorrow and I get paid as well. I get to see my therapist tomorrow morning at 11 so maybe that'll help everything. I'm on break and I just wanna ball my eyes out and cry.

It's like no one gets me at this job I've been here for 10 months now the longest job I've ever been. My first job treated me the same way and they fired me I forgot the reason why and they ended up getting shut down and running out of business.

I don't know what to do. I be hearing people talk about me at work and I'll say something but it gets worse if, I say something to them. I work with Mike tonight and I'm on my break right now. I'm on my job wifi because my phone is off at the moment and won't get to pay it till I get paid tomorrow. Kind of feel better after I wrote everything down in this diary.

Okay,I'm still not okay.

I'm just gonna start ignoring everyone from now on. Let's see how they would feel when I quit this job and I find me another one. I should just work at Chick- fil- A maybe I'll fit better their instead at some stupid Wendy's place that I've been at for 10 months now and where everyone treats you like shit.

Mood : Feel like balling my eyes out 😭😭😭

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