Pleasantly Disturbed

Broken Glass Park
2019-10-29 10:16:07 (UTC)

Can I Finally Learn To Laugh At The World?

I think the only negative reality I can't escape is my husband's death. I have to live with that reality. Everything else is so small in comparison, I can avoid thinking about it, or at the very least not dwell on it. Also, I hope soon to laugh at other people's stupidity. Even at their stupidity in judging me and/or ignoring me and/or trying to use/take advantage of me. Them yelling at me, as well. πŸ˜‘ God, I work in such a stupid, toxic work environment. I'm afraid to get another job and find out people are just the same. I really can't handle disappointment right now. It would be nice to work in a slower paced job again, though. I'm not making those kinds of changes just yet, though. Everybody wants to speed along in their lives. I want to learn patience. Everybody wants to make snap judgements and assume things about you.

I know I sound judgemental, in saying 'everybody,' but it seems to be everyone I've met so far!

I only see examples of how I don't want to be and not examples of how I want to be!

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