from my heart
feeling envious and like i am a loser
currently i am at the cafe with irene. i dont know how im feeling but im not feeling so good. i feel like i cannot be myself and im jealous of irene. idk why. i feel like a terrible person. i feel envious of her life.
my life feels so dull and grey. i had hopes of making it full of colors like pink blue red and yellow but i feel like suddenly all those hopes went away. i dont even know if i really want to go to college.
i want that excitement in life but i feel so fucking dull. only time i feel good is when im with roman and we are talking and just playing stardew valley or something.
i feel like a complete loser
i just dont know. i want to get far in life but i feel like i only go far backwards
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