Pleasantly Disturbed

Broken Glass Park
2019-10-28 00:21:48 (UTC)

The Lowest Standard

I have high standards. But, I think I've realized one of my lowest standards, which is... people who talk to me. Like, I won't even talk to them and they will just start talking to me first. Hardly anyone talks to me. Most people ignore me. I'm really shy, but do try to talk to people occasionally... and get ignored. I don't know why people treat me this way. The few who have talked to me... Well, there's been a couple of them I didn't like -- even if they liked me. Lol. But, as for the ones I do like...

They may just be very sociable people and talk to everyone. Therefore, I shouldn't feel special, but still... it is nice for someone nice (usually they are) to actually start a conversation with me. And if they are very sociable, that is the opposite of me and I often find myself attracted to that trait.

Another thing to consider is that they don't mind that I'm different/shy (as most people seem to for some reason) and actually like me/are interested in me partly because I'm different.

On a quick side note: I'm watching "Kids Say The Darndest Things" right now just because SC said he watches it. Lol. I'd probably watch it anyways, but if I get to see him tomorrow, this might be something to talk about. πŸ˜‰

I don't really care if most of the world ignores me. I miss my best friend, my husband, though. Hopefully, some day, I will have another best friend. May they have stuff in common with my husband, for surely, that is my type.

I love you, MT, always.