ish

ish
2019-10-27 06:41:27 (UTC)

not to be.....

feel heavy today.....dont want to move...get out of bed..socialize ............just leave me alone world let me fuck off in peace.........

i should never second guess myself.......i know when i have a feel of something there is a reason.......and when trust doesnt come as easy as it should.....there too is a reason for it.......people can try to hide it....but...there will always be something i pic up on if its not all forthright...........
not sure how to feel on it really......just feel a little decieved.....a secret kept.....but there too i dont know the reason.......to leave it be perhaps the best conclusion.....just take the higher ground on it........but the trust kind of dwindles a bit ..........and desire disappates..........

is all for not anyhows....im a broken bitch......hurting more than not most the time.....i could serve noone well........and certainly dont have a mind for it........best i just stay in bed and not deal with the world......not seeing a point to it......




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