miss mess

midlife implosions
2019-10-26 18:08:32 (UTC)

breaking a habit

they say that to break a habit, you have to be away from whatever it is for 30 days, and the cravings are supposed to magically go away, as if something inside you resets. i'm here to tell you that where cam is concerned, this is a major crock of shit.

rationally, i try to understand my IRrational struggle. the longer i go without him, the more it's hurting.