I miss my girl. I talked to her a little this morning and some this afternoon, but she's probably busy at work. I also feel weird tonight and uncertain of my future. I guess everything is in God's hands. I mean, the future seems so uncertain. Will I wake up tomorrow? Will I have a job? Will I make it safely to work? Will my car ever be fixed? Will my girl still love me tomorrow? Will life ever make sense? Then there's the questions about my family. Will my dad be okay? Will he be around another 20-30 years? How will my mom, sister, and I survive? Etc. Nothing is guaranteed in this life. I could wake up tomorrow and everyone could hate me. I could wake up and be alone. I don't know...all I know is I miss my normal life. Anyway...night all.