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2019-10-23 12:17:53 (UTC)

My dad is the most amazing ..

My dad is the most amazing person I've ever met. He is incredibly smart and understanding. To this day it still amazes me that somehow him and my mother got together. I mean I know opposites attract but jesus. They are so different it's strange to live with, I don't even remember what it was like for them to love each other or show affection, if they ever did.
My dad is always there for me. I can tell him anything and won't feel judgement which is very rare to find in someone. He's the best, I often think about the day I will lose him and I get so fucking emotional. How am I meant to live without him? Who am I meant to go to?
I think/know I will probably go crazy when my dad dies. I know it's an awful thing to wish a child's death before a parent but I do sometimes wish I could go before him. But at the same time I couldn't even imagine how he would feel if I died before he did. Maybe we can go at the exact same time that would be nice. But unrealistic.
I love my dad. The best father anyone could ever ask for any I swear I'm not being biased.
I've never met anyone even remotely like my dad, and I've never loved anyone as much as I love my dad.

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