weazy17

My Love Life
2000-11-10 14:35:12 (UTC)

Ok My friends tell me I should..

Ok My friends tell me I should have a diary to let all my emotions
out so here it is... a nice big blank space for me to write on. Well
my name is Mandi and I go to CMS in NJ. I have 2 brothers and no
pets. This first entry will be about my brothers.

My older brother who will be 20 on November 29th is a problem
around our house. He dropped out of high school when he was 16 and in
10th grade which he got left back in. He decided school just wasn't
working for him.

He moved out 3 months later. He moved to Wildwood so he could get a
job and still have fun at the beach. When he went down there it was
fall and there weren't many places to work. So he came back. He lived
at my house for a few months. He had a good job at a local mall and
he wasn't realy fighting with my parents.

Then he decided he wanted to try Wildwood again since it was the
summer. He had to wait for his friend to come and get him and take
him there... but he didn't come for weeks. During the weeks he waited
he was without a job so my parents didn't was their 17 year old son
sleeping all day and up all night like he was. They would fight a
lot. Then his friend finally came and he was gone for the summer.

When he came back my parents wouldn't let him inside. He lived on
the porch for a week. Then, one day, he was gone. I don't know
exactly where he is now, but I wish I could see him. My other brother
talked to him and invite him to Thanksgiving dinner, but he said no.
I talked to his friends and they said he wants to see me grow up. If
he does, then why is he never around? Why doesn't he stop in and
say "hi" once in a while?

I would write more but I don't want to bore you to death. Maybe
I'll write about my broken heart next week. If you want to hear it
before then, you can email me at [email protected] or instant message
me with weazy17.





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