MensaMan

Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia diary.
2019-10-19 00:09:22 (UTC)

Day 189

Pizza night. Really, really not much happened today.

So, to the inner struggle.

Having, again, lots and lots of trouble trying to not just give in to my inherent gloomy mindset. I'm dreaming a lot about dying. And, no, my current health isn't that bad, so it is irrational. Knowing that doesn't really help, though.

BTW, I am not thrilled with how easily I bleed these days. A little hangnail results in blood everywhere. I don't seem to bruise easily, but I do get bleeds right under the skin easily. So I have to watch what I do.

Speaking of which, I'm balking at getting my blood work done. Maybe next week....




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