So....I am a sinner. Every day I sin. I may not sin in a normal way, but I am human. I already know, even though I attend Church weekly and pray, I am a sinner. I love a girl, really love her. I asked her to marry me, twice, she unfortunately could not as she was engaged and then married. I know love is a funny word to say these days, but she is perfect. I talk about her regularly in here and how she has changed my life so much. I saw her today, we went for a long walk around the forest and got lost. We kissed, cuddled, hugged, held hands, and I touched her in many places. It was amazing. I didn't actually have sex, but we came close. I won't see her probably until next Sunday, which sucks. Anyway...my birthday was okay...got a new watch and a couple of gift cards. Night all.