I'm tired of being nice, even though I don't know anything else to be. In my life, I have never physically or verbally abused anyone. I have never been mean or disrespectful to anyone. But I am tired of being under-appreciated by people in my life. I'm tired of always being second or third string. I want someone to love me. I also have a confession tonight. I hung out with my x yesterday. We saw a movie and I need to just say...nothing happened between my x and I. In other confession news, I learned my crush has a boyfriend. So...I guess nothing new has changed in my relationship statuses. Night all.