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Why i'm on happy pills
2019-10-06 14:15:39 (UTC)

Sunday

I'm not really in a writing mood now. what id love to do is sit and watch some movies and fall into a deep sleep but the kids are playing nice and loud in the backyard and guaranteed the minute i sit and relax, my daughter is going to come in and ask for something. So whats the point? my husband is already fighting the urge to pass out on the couch and watching him is torture. he needs sleep more then I so i rather stay awake but eish....some sleep sounds wonderful. My best part of the day is bed time....i hit sleep like a rock....thank God i don't struggle there but i do tend to wake up at 2am have a coffee and cigarette then go back to sleep till my alarm goes off at 4 when we get up and slowly ready for work. Yep....as i'm typing here come the kids..... see? Its like the know....they know they better come and irritate you just to make sure you don't look too comfy....i swear if and when i ever have grandkids i'm gonna pump them up with sugar and then leave my kids to deal with them so they know what they did to us :-)

anyway.....today we took some gardening stuff to the dump and picked up some of my moms too and took it, had a little cup of coffee with her and then came home. We had a heavy argument last weekend and then i didn't hear from her for a week but then i didn't message her either
but by Saturday i though i need to know shes ok so i told her we going to braai if she would like to come and she did so that was nice.
It not good to keep shit going on for long. if you fight with someone, just give a few days to cool off and give them time too and then just send a small message letting them know you still lover them. even if they are upset its ok, some people take longer then others, but as long as they know you are there, that's enough. sometimes we have to suck in our pride and shit and be the first to apologize. we never know what can happen tomorrow and when its someone like a sibling or parent....suck your shit up and move on. Life is too short and family too important. never put shit like money or greed or anger before those few that you really love. its not worth it. we all fight and argue but let it be just that...an argument. That is my fortune cookie advice for the day.....My mom drives me nuts sometimes and boy can we have arguments but we know in a few days it will be like nothing happened. I always say communication is the most necessary but can also be the most damaging thing if things are not communicated properly. when someone says something that throws you off....just ask, what do you mean? sometimes what they mean is completely different to what your head translated it as. someone people are very bad explaining or saying something verbally, and it can come out fucked up so just ask them to explain what they mean and if its what you thought then yah.....anyway.....

ok shut up, bye!!




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