What if I had known the girl eight years ago? Would she have done what every other girl did and reject me? Would she have fallen in love with me due to my personality? Would her and I be married? What if four years ago, she didn't think of me as just sex and decided I was a kind-hearted person and loved me back then? What if three years ago, she left her fiancé for me? All these questions loom. I often wonder, why all of a sudden, someone loves me? I haven't changed, personally, so...idk. Anyway, good night.