Discipline and Structure
The craving grows . . .
I've been feeling the need for discipline and increased training. Loving discipline, what I mean by this is not being slapped around or hurt for no reason that just feels bad. I crave to be talked to pet and connected with told why I am going to endure what I will. Knowing I am still loved and that daddy will help me through the training but not stop because I fight. I am so close to reaching that point I can let go and accept my position but the random hitting out of no where bothers me.
I browse the discipline and obedience groups on Fetlife and dream of the day I have that structure. But, structure comes with consequences.
Sitting here wondering if I will ever experience my desires . . .