DiaryofASinner

Sinfull
2019-09-21 22:35:54 (UTC)

Midnight prayers

It’s midnight and I’m laying awake. It’s one of those nights where I fall in love with death and I just wish everything could be over. I can’t stop thinking about how I waste my time. I had an amazing dinner with my employees and I had great convos with some guys that really find me attractive but honestly I just need more. I’m craving and longing for a bond that’s deep and strong and is honest. A love so deep like the ocean. I don’t ever think it will finde me. It’s like the thing I want the most I can’t have.

And now J is ignoring me. I know it’s time to move on but at this point I just really don’t know how strong I can longer be.. this life is a lonely one. Xo S




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