Do Not Disturb

2019-09-21 19:15:34 (UTC)

I wanna tell him

That I'm in love with him but I can't.

What if, he doesn't love me back ?

Plus, he saw me talking to this guy that I'm currently talking to. We're somewhat not in a relationship. Me and Mario isn't in a relationship. He's 30. And I'm 20 going on 21. Every time I see him I get these feels. I see him today and tomorrow at work.

Work today and tomorrow 4-10 then I get paid Monday. I'm excited to get paid Monday. Their are things that I need like bras,panties,ect...Girl things. Hope it's enough to get the Taylor Swift diary delux edution. That's what I really want. An early birthday gift for myself. My birthday is in 15 days. The fair is coming up before my birthday. Been talking about my birthday for a while now and it's finally happening. It's slowly finally happening.

I feel pretty good about turning 21. I'll be legal to do anything. I'm taking both Saturday and Sunday off since,my birthday is on Sunday and we're doing something on both of those days.

Hope today at work goes well... Same as tomorrow.

Well,I gotta go into a job that I don't like but hopefully find another one soon.

Mood: Bleh

P.S. Still don't feel well

- A

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