Good evening everyone,
I just felt like writing tonight because...I have not in a few days. Lots on my mind tonight. I won't lie that I am not used to having a girl wanting to talk to me or be with me. I know I am 32, almost 33. You would have thought girls would have shown more interest in me, but unfortunately not. I wonder...do I deserve this? I have a job, a weird relationship, great friends, and awesome family. But tomorrow, things could change. I am always on edge about the girl and if she'll love me tomorrow. I am always worried about friends leaving me. I am always concerned that tonight will be the last time I see my family. I guess...I just worry a lot. Anyway, good night all.