My new life
2019-09-14 03:56:27 (UTC)

My fight

My smiles and laughs are empty. What should be happiness turns to emptiness. Everyone always says I’m so happy that I smile to much well I have to or else they will see me I haven’t been able with anyone my life is hallow and lied about nothing was as it seemed so I started playing video games 2018 was my first phone and 2019 was the first time I had internet I am 23 and I have promised myself to commit at 25 so i am trying to find reasons to live but the only reason I feel I should live is for my mom but it only goes so far. People make fun of me but I get it they are joking but then it sinks in and I push myself closer to the edge.