Inlovewithanarc

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2019-09-10 19:01:10 (UTC)

Broken

I don’t usually do this but somehow I think I needed something to vent my feelings to. I have amazing friends but I don’t think they’d understand.

So I have a weird relationship with this guy for over 5 years. He makes me feel so special but most of the time he treats my like shit, I know it’s hard to fully understand. I’m also his mistress. One of his mistresses, I should say. We all love him but he doesn’t think of anybody but himself.

He’s married and has two kids. I have 3 abortions with him. He made me choose between him and the baby. Stupid me I chose him. And his other mistress gave birth to a boy on February 2019. I wonder if it’s his or not. He denies it’s his but I’ll never know.

What kills me is what if he’s still with the other mistress (which he constantly tells me he’s not) and still sees her and the baby. Meanwhile asking me to have an abortion with his baby.

I’m hurt and broken.




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