Do Not Disturb

2019-09-06 16:52:05 (UTC)

Never Again

So, you remember the guy that I told you about that I really liked at my job. Turns out he's been talking to my auntie and that
he has a "thing" for her. At least that's what she told me. When he told me that he wasn't ready for a "relationship" that was all lies. I mean....

Why do I even care???

He's 30 years old and I'm about to be 21 next month. But... when I see him I'm gonna make sure I tell him straight to his face today sbout how I feel because he's suppose to be working tonight. I don't care anyways. I'm gonna be single forever. I mean I'm talking to A yea but he's moving sooner or later also I'm talking to this other guy from MeetMe. Yes, I still have the app. I get bored. But I don't think it will go anywhere. All my life I've been dating and liking the wrong guys. Maybe it's a sign God keeps telling me that I just need to be single right now until the " right one" comes along and honestly I don't think it ever will.

I mean my auntie talks to every guy she has on her phone and when she told me about him liking her I felt crushed. But it's whatever. We're not TOGETHER. But I want to be but he's not " ready". Or whatever lies he's been feeding me. He probably doesn't even know that she's my aunt. But then again,it's still wrong in so many ways. Oh well,I'm so over it.

At least I have A.

I started talking to this guy he speaks Turkish and English and somewhat Spanish but I told him to just speak English around me.


He's white. I've been talking to a lot of different guys on MeetMe. But I've been only talking to two on their. But like I've said before it's not gonna go anywhere.

Mood : Feeling...Empty


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