Mess Ups
Ad 2:
2019-09-06 08:36:55 (UTC)


Morning everyone, I decided to write any early entry today and possibly more later. I've been thinking about what is best for me. The answer is...I really don't know. I know what my heart wants and what my life wants. But is it worth waiting? I'm almost 33 years old and I really don't know if the girl plans to leave her husband. I never wish for someone to end their relationship for me because that's just selfish. But...at the same time, what should I do? Should I try dating sites that fail me all the time. Should I try to find someone at Church? Should I begin going on chat sites and trying to meet someone there? I know obviously, work is inappropriate and none of my "friends" have the same thought about me. So I'm stuck. I don't do bars or clubs, too much danger and I don't want a one night stand. I don't drink or smoke or do drugs, so...the only reason to go to a bar is to socialize or watch sports. I guess, I'm very family oriented. I would rather spend time at home, having dinner, watching sports or a movie then go out. I guess I am crazy like that. Anyway...today I am working the other part of my job so that's why I have a little privacy to write here. Maybe I'll write another entry this afternoon...peace out.