Scream Above the Sounds
Consistency & Routine
Everything has been ridiculous the last few days: sleeping, eating, socialising. Everything is just completely messed up. My sleeping has been a nightmare, it's 2:51am as I write this. I'll probably try and sleep when I finish, so hopefully this won't be very long. I need to get some consistency and routine back in my life because I have my induction for college on Wednesday, 10am-3pm, so I need to actually make sure I'm awake and ready for it. I haven't heard from the college yet, they mentioned about e-mailing us our timetables, but I guess we'll just receive them on the day. I'm really excited to go back to college, it's been so mundane just sitting around the house. I'm ready to begin my next journey, ready to meet some new people and honestly, just ready to keep bettering myself. Going back to college and pursuing this was such a great idea, things can only get better right?
As soon as I get my timetable I can start looking for a new job, I just need to know what days/hours and then I can start applying for everything. I'm just desperate for the little things, you know? Gym membership, Spotify premium, that kinda stuff. I would probably give most of my wages to my parents to be honest. I feel extremely guilty just sitting around the house, but they are proud of me for going back to college and doing well. Well, at least so my mum says; my dad still hasn't congratulated me on my results but that's whatever I guess. Either way, I need to get a new job and get into a routine. I think it will make me a lot happier. I hope I'll be able to make some friends on this Access course but even if I don't, it's another step in the right direction.
Me and Louise have started this thing called 'Couch to 5k', it's an exercise app. https://www.nhs.uk/live-well/exercise/couch-to-5k-week-by-week/ this is the link if anybody is curious. It's basically a running plan and it ramps up every week, it's really cool. We went for our first run yesterday, and it's oddly inspiring and motivating when you have some weird robotic woman in your ear telling you how great you're doing. I could do with that generally speaking, just getting a 'well done' for getting out of bed would probably set me up wonderfully for the day, I kid of course. It is awesome though! We're going for another run tomorrow, about 7:30ish. This app wants us to run about 2-3 times a week, and then it ramps up to a point where we are running for long periods of time. It will be interesting to see how we progress. I really want to get into better shape. My friend comes back from work next week I think, so hopefully we can hit the weights again and it will be business as usual.
Either way I need to stop being a slob and find some consistency and routine!