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Zoe
2019-08-30 10:13:40 (UTC)

08-29-19

Another brutal day down. It's not the school work or fear of living on my own that keeps me awake at night anymore. It's the simple fact that I honestly have no one. Not even my parents. I have no friends that I feel as if I can count on, and everyone rejects me. I'm starting to feel as if they got the better end of the deal. Funny. I keep reading mom's letter. At first it made me happy, but I now notice the lie in the middle of it. "I'm only a phone call away." Bullshit. Maybe if she wasn't so busy running around Nashville. I don't know maybe I have attachment issues or I just wish that I had something to look forward to. I can't even believe that football season starts in two days yet I don't even care. This football program has really aggravated me here since February and it's hard to root for them. No returned emails of course. If only I wasn't so shy maybe I could man up and walk into the Athletic building. I'm rambling, but that's okay I guess. It makes it feel as if someone is listening.




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