Hello everyone, I am just feeling lonely right now. I felt I would post again. Around this time every night, I start to feel lonely. I start to isolate or get very bored. I get jealous of people who have someone to keep them company. I start to feel negative things. One thing I always think about is death. Have you ever had a rough day and just felt like ending your life? I often drive home from wherever I am and often wonder if I would survive jumping off a bridge. I often pass 1 or 2 or 3 bridges and consider pulling over. Cause I know life without me, might be better. I just feel like if I had the courage to do it, then I would. My friends always tell me things will get better, but when?