Do Not Disturb
Finally out of class for the day. I’m so exhausted. I’ve been running around with my Grandma plus having two classes at TWO different times. Not including the fact that we had to get my brother from school.
Watched Taylor Swift live on YouTube talking about her new album “ Lover” and how it all came to be. Honestly, I’ve never been more excited. I mean I’ve looked up to this girl since forever.
Anyways, I’m finally at home. I work from 5-11 tomorrow. Most likely I’ll be working front counter like I’ve been doing. It kind of gets tiring after that. I really wanna quit but haven’t been looking for another job like I said I was. Been working their for seven months now.
I haven’t thought about Mario ever since I started school until now. It’s kind of a relief. I know for a fact he hasn’t thought about me.
This other guy Terry P. would always try to hit on me. He doesn’t try he does and say how he wants to take me out to the movies and blah, blah, blah. I mean I’ve thought about it but I know that it will eventually leads to sex and he has his own car and he drives. He seems older ( which I don’t mind liking older guys). His laugh is honestly one of the most funnies laughs I’ve ever heard of like I can’t get enough of it.
But to be honest, I just really like Mario even though he claims that he’s “not ready for a relationship” or, just doesn’t like me. He says he does but he’s not ready.
For some reason, I just can’t get him out of my head even though I’m talking to A. Also this other guy who says he likes me name Von. But he’s like 18 or so young.
All these guys.
Mood: Tired 😴