Miss Vixen

Diary of a Succubus
2019-08-19 17:30:27 (UTC)

Spiraling

I am spiraling, guys, spiraling...

It was JD's birthday today and each time we tried tea time the room was busy, so we didn't get to talk much or anything else. He said he didn't feel well either, which honestly in my head I know he has been suffering, but is it me, or does something seem not right? Of course, he cancels, he already got what he wanted last week and that's him done...

I am not fucking stupid.

So I had this plan and everything, to go to work in his favorite dress, no panties. I was going to get him a fucking cupcake at lunch and give it to him. So that's what I did, instead of being all sexual with me and stuff he just complained about his pain, layed it on real thick - which is why I do NOT believe him. Secondly, he didn't look me in the eye, the entire time - it is a bunch of bullshit.

Anyway, at lunch, I STILL went and got him a cupcake because I tried to tell myself I am just doing what I always do when I feel someone is pulling away from me. He then said he was going home so I tried to catch him before he left but he text me saying he didn't want it - how fucking ungrateful can you be? Anyway I just gave the cupcakes to my colleagues and right now I am feeling a cocktail of emotions.

So, still, I played it cool. I told him to go to the hospital - he said that he is waiting for the doctor to call - anyway I asked him an hour later, cause obviously, I have to push for any information. He said he has the rest of the week off. I said are you going to be able to make Friday, he said not if I am like this.

See where this is going yet? I do. So...

I just text him just now the following:

'I kinda already know where this is going. So let's just cancel Friday.'
He just replied now with 'OK :('
I then said 'Cool'
He said 'Don't be all cool on me, I have not done this on purpose'

I am done, I hate being abandoned and I am sure as hell not being the one to be abandoned again, fuck it and fuck everything. I am not going to reply to him now until after Friday.




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