Miss Vixen

Diary of a Succubus
2019-08-16 17:34:57 (UTC)

Slowly drifting back into the darkness

I knew I was going to do this.

I go from such a high on Wednesday to now and knowing JD is going to be at home all weekend with his family and the time it takes for him to reply fills my already overactive imagine with thoughts and visions of what he could be doing. Now regret is flooding my mind and I am fighting every urge the green-eyed monster is making me feel.

On a funny note though - type into Google - 'Why were corn-flakes invented?'... You're welcome.

It has been a shit day weather wise but it suits my mood, I actually quite like that it always seems to rain when I am feeling down, it comforts me. I love the view from my house, it looks out over miles and miles of farm-land and as it gets further away, the rain makes it get foggier until you can only see white, where you would usually see it goes on forever.

I am not sure I can do this whole affair malarky, I am a person that when I like someone - I want to spend every waking moment with them. I want to wear their shirts that smell of them and I want to hang out, not even just the sex part. I want to tell everyone and the fact I can't is killing me. I want the little things that make a relationship up.

I know that all my diary entries seem to be about him at the moment and that sucks because he is literally the only thing on my mind, I just don't know if I am the only thing on his.

How do you find out how someone feels about you ?




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