Time Flies
Tempis Fugit
Apparently Never
So three days after she caught me master bating, she tells me under no uncertain terms that she doesn’t want to have sex because she says I get moody after I have an orgasm. That is obviously not the case... if she really thought that was the first time I’d self pleasured in almost three years... really?
So I guess we have this weird kind of truce about it. She doesn’t talk about it and I don’t go at life like we are ever going to be sexual again.
I have been trying to be a better husband, better person. Expend more energy... make life easier for everyone else. I just feel like I do so much give so much. I work very hard and do my best to balance life. Work, learn my new trade, take care of our son, keep him happy and healthy- which is not easy. I do most all the housework, I even make most meals for her... she takes care of our daughter, which admittedly is a lot. I’m not trying to make it sound like she does nothing. She expends a lot of energy gardening, taking care of the dogs, making food and plans for our daughter... I suppose she expends some as care taker to all of us, but I just don’t see much of it.
Anyway, we’re in this odd holding pattern... comfortably co existing.
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