Time Flies

Tempis Fugit
2019-08-11 07:32:53 (UTC)

Apparently Never

So three days after she caught me master bating, she tells me under no uncertain terms that she doesn’t want to have sex because she says I get moody after I have an orgasm. That is obviously not the case... if she really thought that was the first time I’d self pleasured in almost three years... really?

So I guess we have this weird kind of truce about it. She doesn’t talk about it and I don’t go at life like we are ever going to be sexual again.

I have been trying to be a better husband, better person. Expend more energy... make life easier for everyone else. I just feel like I do so much give so much. I work very hard and do my best to balance life. Work, learn my new trade, take care of our son, keep him happy and healthy- which is not easy. I do most all the housework, I even make most meals for her... she takes care of our daughter, which admittedly is a lot. I’m not trying to make it sound like she does nothing. She expends a lot of energy gardening, taking care of the dogs, making food and plans for our daughter... I suppose she expends some as care taker to all of us, but I just don’t see much of it.

Anyway, we’re in this odd holding pattern... comfortably co existing.




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