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My Thoughts
2019-07-31 00:11:18 (UTC)

Creating my own space

So on tonight's episode of sleepless in the valley. I spent the time creating my own space at my desk, It is usually very cluttered and messy. But tonight I organized and got rid of a few things and made it a peaceful place to come and do whatever happens to flow.

I am hoping that it will help me to have this space to be able to calm my anxiety when it gets too much to handle in everyday life. And hopefully with my writing to all the pen pals that I have reached out to over the past few days. Opening up to people is something that I have always had trouble doing, but more so now as an adult.

I tend to have this..... no not brick wall.... but a...... black panther that comes out to protect me, and guard me when people approach. Almost like a mother panther protects its cub. It can't be shattered, or broken down, oh no, it is invincible to all who dare try to tackle it.

Always protecting me, always keeping me safe. but perhaps it does tend to destroy and run off things that aren't so bad for me. perhaps I have given it too much freedom over my life.




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