Steph Sermon

Dream Journal (And Other Thoughts)
2019-07-28 11:56:55 (UTC)

Bus To School…

I was waiting for the bus to school (yes, I was 13 again, in the dream), and at first we missed the bus (my friends & I) because someone wanted to buy some pop or something from the shop next to the busy stop.
But when I got in the bus I found that my bus pass was missing a part (in the dream, passes came in two parts, like the train passes of my youth) & I spent almost the entire journey crying to the driver because I knew I had it when I left gone, so it was either stolen or fell out somewhere; we even checked my back, to no avail.
I woke up just as the driver was trying to go through a form with me, to replace what I’d lost, whilst all the other passengers were complaining to me that I’d ruined their journey; I was also getting later and later for school, and knew that no reason would be accepted, so I was going to get detention for something that wasn’t my fault!

Yeah, that’s when I woke up, feeling a panic that I was supposed to be doing something, my heart racing, adrenaline surging through my body, and fear/panic taking a few minutes to calm down.

I hate my brain AND my body!!




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