marielmia

Mariel is MIA
2019-07-22 16:28:39 (UTC)

Just ask me, first. Please?

Saturday picked up where Friday left off. We both enjoyed the night before and it seemed like our relationship was moving in a new direction. Yes, i could still show him deference but now, maybe now, it would only be me who would stop me from expressing some of my desires.

After breakfast, we biked to his club and spent the day at the pool there. i was a little self conscious about the lack of coverage by my bathing suit, but he was pretty happy i'd be showing myself off to the world and with him, the 55 year old no less. Good for him, i guess. He took a room there at the hotel for the night. We got up to the room, showered together but he rebuffed me when i knelt in front of him. i guess he was saving it all for later. Sometimes he puts control over pleasure. At least i hoped this was the case, thus avoiding the feelings of rejection i would normally have when he refuses me.

Dinner was so cool. He has a friend who is executive chef at this place off Worth Av and the 2 month wait list was bypassed for a table at 8. He knew so many people there, i was kinda in awe. Makes me question what he sees in me? i know, my insecurity does not always equal reality. Or is it that no one else satisfies his extreme desires? The man can get whatever he wants, whenever he wants it so i rely on that to feel secure here. Mostly, anyways. i am me, right?

We Ubered back to the hotel and sat on the darkened beach again. Sea turtle nesting season. We shared a J and took in the night. Apparently, this new dalliance agreed with him. He'd usually only watch me, knowing it made me more pliant. Now, he was marveling at his relaxed state. In the darkness, under the stars, this time, he didn't refuse. His fingers, ran through my hair, guiding me to what he wanted. When he got close, he struggled to keep his eyes locked on mine. And then as if he read my mind, he took control, asserting his forceful self until he orgasmed. We kept eye contact the entire time. His face scrunched up, then softened. i took advantage of his moment of bliss and moved up beside him, leaned in and kissed him. i don't know why i wasn't afraid to do that. it was just a reflex really. It took a second, but as he realized what i had done, he let out one of those sighs that signify surprise excitement. He rolled me over, so he was on top, gravity returning his stuff for me to swallow. But the deed was done. The kiss was a long one. When we broke, he was all smiles. He said, give me some time and when we go back to the room, you'll be mine again. And he promised, he would ask me first. "Whatever you want," i told him, "just ask me first."




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