Lovely

Kay
2019-07-15 14:32:28 (UTC)

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It's weird how we let people control our feelings. How we allow them to take over us. Love right? I understand so much now. My brother went through something similar but he was even more heart broken. My mother had to put him in a mental hospital for suicide watch when he was a teenager over the first girl he loved. She was much older. He was going to take his life over their break up. I remember my mother telling him "it's just a girl Adrian" . She didn't understand but I did. I knew how much he loved her. I seen it in his eyes when he looked at me. I seen him crying out for help. His love life has turned around now but he had to go through the rain to find that sunshine. The sun shines name is Ashanti. They've been together for 4 years now. Of course they are not perfect but them two together, they just work. I feel as if these are things we have to go through. To grow, to know what we want, and also what we don't. Deep down i know all of this. This tough time I'm going through i know It will get better. Yet I still cry when I'm alone. The thoughts of what could of been.




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