Zeestruck16

3am Thoughts
2019-06-30 00:00:00 (UTC)

Haunted Hunter.

Have you ever been searching? Searching for something, you are not sure what it is yourself... but you are just searching for it. For that something that is supposed to fill you up and remove the emptiness from your life. It is supposed to be like your very own salvation. Here, is where the joke lies. You don't know what it is all you know is that it will save you. Save you from what? You don't know. You aren't told that. You are just supposed to blindly search for it. What am I searching for? Why am I searching for it? What will it protect me from? Will it save me from my own thoughts? Or is it just going to act like my salvation while I am haunted by the never ending thoughts in my own head? Will it start haunting me too? The more you ask me to find it. The more I get further away from it. So with that in mind, hasn't it already started haunting me? Do I still hunt for it, knowing that I will get nowhere and just dive deeper in to the haunting.

You repeatedly tell me to stand up to the things I fear. But I don't even know what I truly fear. I just know that need to get out of the darkness and so I run. I run straight towards the light, but just as reach it. It dulls down in to a dark cave trapping me in just to scare me. To haunt me and slowly makes me its prey. And out of weakness, I just give in.




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