tryingtofigureoutlife

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2019-06-19 03:07:50 (UTC)

fun times with friends

on sunday i finally got reunited with my best friend whom i haven't seen in forever. i also met some of my discord friends in real life. i honestly love them, they're some cool people. we got sonic milkshakes together. it was my first time at sonic. i was told that the employees would be on skates, but they weren't. i was so disappointed. we played uno and i dominated. i'm very competitive with games. we also went hiking to this really high rock place. it was kinda scary for me because i'm not used to being up that high or hiking in general, but it was a new and fun experience. i had the aux for most of the road trip and they all loved my songs, it made me feel good. also, at the last minute, the friend that was driving us had to randomly pick up a puppy because her parents told her to. we got the puppy and i ended up holding it for the car ride because i was sitting in the front. that puppy was so freaking cute, i died.

one of the friends that came is a friend i've known for about seven years. she's a very touchy person. this is fine for most people, but she kept touching one of my friends that she used to have a crush on. she flirted with him right after he broke up with his ex-girlfriend, which was a little while ago. he didn't have feelings for her, but she thought he did. he only flirted back because of his vulnerable state at the time. she shouldn't have flirted with him. it really didn't sit well with me. in the car, she kept intertwining his fingers with his and touching him a lot in general. he texted me later about it asking if he should've let her do that or not since she used to like him. in my opinion, she shouldn't be doing things like that if she's trying to move on from him. it can evoke feelings again, making things more complicated than they need to be. she craves attention because she's lonely, but she should know where to draw the line. i texted her later about it, but she kept avoiding my questions and didn't want to talk to me about it at all because she knew that i'd be disappointed with her. agh, the sis is kinda messy, but i'll just let her be.

my boyfriend has been very moody lately. he makes himself feel even worse by moping around and listening to depressing music to make him even sadder. i try my best to be there for him and lift up his spirits, but there's only so much i can do to help. if you're sad, depressing yourself further makes it so much harder to feel better. he's also stubborn sometimes, but i still love him. he's just a little annoying to deal with when he's in a bad mood.




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