mamisan

Surviving daily
2018-11-27 20:26:45 (UTC)

Oh! How the world turns

Since my last entry, so much has changed. I was re-diagnosed with cancer, had a crazy surgery. Im almost 2 weeks post-op. I'm hopefull today. I feel like I have turned a new page. I'm not as depressed by far. I feel like I can give myself a little bit of slack or better yet kindness. I'm always preaching kindness to my kids... with each other and with anyone they meet, yet I am very unkind to myself. Goals.... to love myself in and out. I have to find beauty in me. I need to understand that I can't tackle EVERYTHING at once, specially right now. I should get well both physically and mentally as well as spiritually. God is important. I finally feel like the wall bet Him and I is finally crumbling. Things feel




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