choreographedlivingcatastrophe

Idk
2019-06-18 02:46:33 (UTC)

Wow

Today has officially sucked start to finish. I am lost and confused. I am hurt and disappointed. I am alone and scared. My world came crashing down and hard today. Even though I am gaining something I feel like I'm going to lose another. I can't help but feel like I was wrong. I was wrong about something I thought I was right about. And losing that is what hurts the most. Not that I'm alone but that what I thought to be true isn't and now the one instance where I had zero doubts, one doubt has now popped up. And I'm heartbroken. Now my future is up in the air. I'm being stretched in every direction..leave..stay..leave..think about things..end things..expect things. Ugh. I need a rewind button.




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