candy♥

candy's dear diary
2019-06-06 13:32:14 (UTC)

Freedom

I realised how important is freedom. Freedom of thought, of expression, of eating, of sleeping. In India we don't even have freedom of sleeping. Wow. The nation has emense rules according to their religion
Religion rules the nation. And families are ruled by community. And children grow up under these families get conditioned to all these drama. It is so difficult to understand the things we are subjected to. I wish I could also have a godfather. I don't have grandparents today. The one I have is not mine. The parents I have will not answer me. I want answers to everything and then when I meet someone I forget my questions. I need my own home to do what I want. I cant do things here or anywhere else. I can't do any work here. And I am also scared of going to foreign. But then waha b issues honge. Yaha b to issues hai hi. Koi Jayda different to nhi hoga. Bhook b lagta h to kha nhi sakte. Kaisa ye life h. Ghr ate h to puche jate h ki ghr pr kuch acha Banega jo hum ja re h. Pr halaaat aise h ki ghr ka khana kha k b Rona ATA h. Report me change kya karna h smj nhi Ara or wo Geeta Di b madad nhi krri. Kaise banaye report. Dhang se baat to krte nhi. Unko hamesha humse problem rahegi agar hum faux me mrr b jate to b problem hote, agr doctor b hote TB b, agr president hote TB b. Kaise khilega fool aisi bagiya me Jahan environment hi khushnuma na ho. I really miss him. Wo kitna khusi Banda h. Bhagwan uski khusi hamesa kayam rahe. Kabhi kisi ki Nazar na Lage. Bande ki life me khusiyan hi khusiyan ho. Uski tarrakki ho. Kyu nhi h mere dost. Kyunki Shubham k jaise personality badalne wale bhare pare h. Koi videshi b nhi milra. Avinash tha or uska b sure nhi h. Rohit b feku tharki chaalbaaz Nikla. Anoop to h hi dash. Hum hote kon h judge krne wale pr fir b. Aise logo k sath nhi reh sakte hum.




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