Just

Just
2019-06-04 08:15:13 (UTC)

The beginning of the whatev's

I dont know if I'll actually use this, but I figured that it wouldn't hurt. I'm an almost 36 yr old married mother of 2. I have a decent job and we just purchased our home that we have rented for the last 7 years in a massive streak of luck. I love my children, one is 6 and the other is about to turn 13. Where did all that time go?! I've been married to my youngests father for almost 6 years, and we struggle to make it work. I grew up with an older brother and a struggling single mother and it has left lasting things in my head that I'm just now discovering. Mix that with a few sexual assaults and you have yourself one pretty messed up whiner with an inability to open up and a fear of intimacy so hardcore that even sex with my husband is hard. That is definitely not our only problem, but that is the biggest problem that I'm bringing from my side. Oh well, here goes....




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