Lost Soul

~This Crazy Life Of Mine~
2019-05-30 22:53:00 (UTC)

Still not myself

My funk hasn’t left.... I’m so unhappy. I really thought it was just a rough patch but it isn’t... it’s not going away.. if anything, it seems to be getting worse. I try talking to my “best friend” but she literally listens for 2 minutes and cuts me off to talk about herself.... How can someone claim to “be there for you “ when they can’t take the time to listen. I just can’t wrap my head around it... I don’t know why I even still talk to her...

I do know, Things need to change... if they don’t, I don’t know how I’m ever going to continue doing this.... 😢 My boys need me to be strong but being strong is starting to hurt....




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